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Post by Deleted on Feb 17, 2014 15:23:36 GMT -5
Woe is me. It is now seven days that I have been lying like this with heavy eyes; wont I at last get up on my feet again? Step out of my cave: the world awaits me like a garden. The wind is playing with heavy fragrances that want to get to me, have been longing for me, while I remained alone for seven days. Step out! All things will be my physicians. Has perhaps some new knowledge come to me, bitter and hard? Like leavened dough I have been lying; my soul rose and swelled over all its rims.
"O my fellow creatures, chatter on like this and let me listen. It is so refreshing for me to hear you chattering: where there is chattering, there the world lies before me like a garden. How lovely it is that there are words and sounds! Are not words and sounds rainbows and illusive bridges between things which are eternally apart?"
To those who think as we do, all things themselves are dancing: they come and offer their hands and laugh and flee-and come back. Everything goes, everything comes back; eternally rolls the wheel of being. Everything dies, everything blossoms again; eternally runs the year of being. Everything breaks, everything is joined anew; eternally the same house of being is built. Everything parts, everything greets every other thing again; eternally the ring of being remains faithful to itself. In every now, being begins; round every Here rolls the sphere There. The center is everywhere. Bent is the path of eternity.
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Post by Custodian on Feb 17, 2014 17:26:42 GMT -5
Woe is me. It is now seven days that I have been lying like this with heavy eyes; wont I at last get up on my feet again? Step out of my cave: the world awaits me like a garden. The wind is playing with heavy fragrances that want to get to me, have been longing for me, while I remained alone for seven days. Step out! All things will be my physicians. Has perhaps some new knowledge come to me, bitter and hard? Like leavened dough I have been lying; my soul rose and swelled over all its rims. "O my fellow creatures, chatter on like this and let me listen. It is so refreshing for me to hear you chattering: where there is chattering, there the world lies before me like a garden. How lovely it is that there are words and sounds! Are not words and sounds rainbows and illusive bridges between things which are eternally apart?" To those who think as we do, all things themselves are dancing: they come and offer their hands and laugh and flee-and come back. Everything goes, everything comes back; eternally rolls the wheel of being. Everything dies, everything blossoms again; eternally runs the year of being. Everything breaks, everything is joined anew; eternally the same house of being is built. Everything parts, everything greets every other thing again; eternally the ring of being remains faithful to itself. In every now, being begins; round every Here rolls the sphere There. The center is everywhere. Bent is the path of eternity. |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 19, 2014 14:11:47 GMT -5
Welp. This latest ordeal is finally over. My exile ends tomorrow lol, I can finally drive again, and I don't have to be looking over my shoulder 24/7.
It's been a long couple of months, but I'm ready to greet the world with fresh eyes. Rejoice!
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Post by Custodian on Feb 20, 2014 10:29:44 GMT -5
Welp. This latest ordeal is finally over. My exile ends tomorrow lol, I can finally drive again, and I don't have to be looking over my shoulder 24/7. It's been a long couple of months, but I'm ready to greet the world with fresh eyes. Rejoice! It is hard to rejoice when you have submitted yourself to be ruled over by the beast my friend. Judgement is upon the Nations and those who support the Nations with their willful compliance to their rule. I have taken some time to consider the matter since you posted, and I fully understand the hardship I am asking others to endure because I myself am enduring it. What I have concluded is that everyone is not me. That is to say that not everyone can endure what I can endure, and not everyone has the faith that I have. So I will keep you in my thoughts as one in captivity unable to break his own chains. I will not rejoice, but will rekindle my anger until it burns with such fervent heat that the chains melt away from all those who wish to walk this earth Free as Man. May the Angels in Heaven watch over you through these trying times and protect you as one of my own. |
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 11:19:57 GMT -5
What a Beautiful morning so far. I just came in from sitting in the sun on my back porch. The temps felt like the low 70's, and with a fresh cup of coffee, was absolutely perfect for my morning bowl. God Bless this day! It's as if spring came early. This day is for you my friend and brother. Z, where ever your road takes you, may an angel be ever on your shoulder. Love ya Brother. |
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 11:24:53 GMT -5
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 11:30:08 GMT -5
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 11:35:22 GMT -5
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 11:39:29 GMT -5
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 11:43:42 GMT -5
Alrighty then, Back to the sunshine for me. The Birds are a callin.  Be blessed everyone. |
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 13:21:19 GMT -5
How perfect!
Yesterday my mother had me go retrieve a dead squirrel from the backyard so the dog would not get it. It was right below the back porch. When I retrieved it, it's throat was torn out. I offered it to my mother for a stew since it was fresh, and other than it's mortal wound, was fine squirrel meat. Ah, but my mother doesn't eat squirrel. So, I tossed in the trash bin.
Well while I was just outside enjoying another bowl and coffee, I noticed a little rat had found the carcass and had made it it's meal. I caught him in the act and he was embarrassed and ran off. I left the carcass there for him to return to.
So then I smoked my bowl and a couple cigarettes and had a conversation with my Father.
He came in as if a rushing wind into my face. The sun was shining it's warmth making the breeze a delight.
I finished my coffee and tapped out my bowl and stood to return to my temple.
As I rose I noticed a figure in the distance resting on the limb of a gum tree.
The back yard is full of them, and with the recent storms has downed a ton of what we call "Monkey Balls" which is the seed pod of the tree.
Half the solar lights around the pool where knocked down by the havoc, and the dividing line between those still standing and those lying down was interestingly enough, the Diving Board. But I digress...
As I focused on the figure it came into clear view. A great noble Hawk had made our back yard it's nesting ground. A few branches above it's head was it's nest, and yesterday's squirrel it's peace offering.
That rat will one day be it's meal, so I said a little blessing towards the offering of the Hawk, by sharing it here with all who come.
No, I did not take pictures. But I did call the whole family to take a look, and they came.
And they all marveled at it's majesty.
As if it noticed, after a few minutes off it went.
To do what ever it is that Hawks do.
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 13:29:52 GMT -5
My mother has a thing for feeding birds.
It is quite the collection she has coming to my back porch. This is because she puts out what every kind likes.
She even goes so far as to feed the squirrels so no one goes without.
Now she doesn't like rats, so last year she had me poison them.
I didn't like doing it, but it had to be done.
Now with our new guest, the Hawk, everything's gonna be alright.
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Post by Custodian on Feb 22, 2014 13:31:07 GMT -5
Well, back to the sunshine!
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Post by Custodian on Feb 24, 2014 16:15:50 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Feb 24, 2014 16:26:13 GMT -5
Thanks for your wise words brother! I appreciate your clarity of mind during these times  It's true, I have resigned myself to a bondage of sorts. There is an invisible cage around me lol, But I'm aware of it's nature. There's much work I can still accomplish at this "station", So ill bide my time and do what I can. I have moments of despair. Due to my continued isolation, not to mention the turmoil so many of our brothers and sisters are experiencing. I don't have the full picture yet, nor have I fulfilled my duties to humanity to their utmost. So for now, I'll be patient. |
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