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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:01:47 GMT -5
Figured it is better than hanging out on the street corner with a sign saying "The End is nigh!" Oh yes, the end of this age. I believe that is what you mean. Thank heaven that end is nigh. |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:03:47 GMT -5
Arthur, I know where my home is, and with whom. I have a husband waiting for me. It will be lovely.
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Post by Custodian on Jan 9, 2014 21:03:47 GMT -5
Well if you are a reject, you are amongst good company. There is not a knock or cranny that hasn't rejected me! You can only help those put in your hands to help, and they would not have been put their if you did not have what they need.  |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:06:44 GMT -5
Are you having misgivings about your chosen direction?
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:08:10 GMT -5
Well if you are a reject, you are amongst good company. There is not a knock or cranny that hasn't rejected me! You can only help those put in your hands to help, and they would not have been put their if you did not have what they need. I won't reject you Arthur. I know how you are on the inside. I can't reject that. |
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Post by Custodian on Jan 9, 2014 21:08:11 GMT -5
Arthur, I know where my home is, and with whom. I have a husband waiting for me. It will be lovely. That must be comforting. To KNOW. I wish I had something, anything that I could say with certainty, "This I know!". But my rock is that I do not know, and I do not know why I do not know. I think this is the edge of madness... But I don't know. |
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Post by Custodian on Jan 9, 2014 21:09:58 GMT -5
Are you having misgivings about your chosen direction? Chosen direction? I have no direction but where the good Lord takes me. I don't even know how to rig a sail. |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:11:27 GMT -5
Arthur, if I were to reject what you have on the inside, it would be because I'm not in my right mind. And that DOES happen from time to time. lol
Dear friend, I hope and will try my best to always be here for you, no matter what. You have been a steadfast friend for me, I will try my utmost to be the same for you.
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:12:49 GMT -5
Are you having misgivings about your chosen direction? Chosen direction? I have no direction but where the good Lord takes me. I don't even know how to rig a sail. Yet you are very stable. I appreciate that so much. Perhaps our Lord's Lord will give you rest soon. |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:14:06 GMT -5
You sound restless. I think you will have your home, soon enough.
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Post by Custodian on Jan 9, 2014 21:16:10 GMT -5
Chosen direction? I have no direction but where the good Lord takes me. I don't even know how to rig a sail. Yet you are very stable. I appreciate that so much. Perhaps our Lord's Lord will give you rest soon. I don't like the name deadman. Yes, a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet, but to call it a dead rose conjures a macabre image in the mind. Is there something I could mentally place over that name, to remove the sting? |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:16:56 GMT -5
Perhaps you need a sense of completion to feel grounded.
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Post by Custodian on Jan 9, 2014 21:18:47 GMT -5
Perhaps you need a sense of completion to feel grounded. Well, I didn't think I would have made it this far. When I set out, I figured I would be killed in the first year. When I had the heart attack, I figured I had six months tops. It baffles me that I am still alive! LOL |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:19:27 GMT -5
Yet you are very stable. I appreciate that so much. Perhaps our Lord's Lord will give you rest soon. I don't like the name deadman. Yes, a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet, but to call it a dead rose conjures a macabre image in the mind. Is there something I could mentally place over that name, to remove the sting? I love the name Dead Man because I try to die to my flesh. I'm not very good at dying to it, but it helps me keep things in perspective. I want to put myself last, and to learn how to love in the correct way. I believe I need to die to myself for that. But feel free to call me whatever you like. I trust your instincts.  |
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Post by Nirvana on Jan 9, 2014 21:24:30 GMT -5
I'm so sleepy and it's so early! I think I have to call it night. Good night dear friend, and any one else out there...
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